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Bloom

by Decent Criminal

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  • Bloom Vinyl
    Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Bloom vinyl. 2017 release. 10 tracks. Also available for digital download.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Bloom via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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1.
Neurotic 02:41
If I knew everything it’d be too hard to choose I don’t know anything and still don’t know what to do So I go off in my head again If I had the motive I’d push to make it through But I’ve debated and there’s nothing worth to prove So I go off in my head again, I’ll be the same at tomorrow’s end. I’ll hate me, then I’ll hate to hate Alone in a room of friends They’re hard to still relate to Don’t wanna sink again I know I could sit right here and repeat all the shit I do Or I could go to some place I’ve never been to I wanna go but I’ve got a will so vague It’s all the same when you’re neurotically plagued. I’ll wait, yes, I’ll wait ‘Cause always means always Off in my head again Anxiety parades and can be my only friend And I hate mine, I hate mine, so I hate Alone in a room of friends They’re hard to still relate to Don’t wanna sink again While I love my friends It’s hard to still relate when I don’t find comfort in - knowing I could sit right here and repeat all the shit I do Or I could move to some place I’ve never been to I wanna go but will it matter anyway? Cause it’s all the same when you’re neurotic, you’re neurotically plagued.
2.
Deviant 02:35
When an urge kicks in again I’m afraid as the thoughts begin What if I don’t uphold my bargain to remain a friend And find myself back there again Keep a secret, play pretend That I control myself and my desires do surrender I’ve been waiting on the fence to see what’s right Having nothing but a vice to hold me tight But I saw it, and I can’t help but want it, with morbid eyes And I know it, but I don’t wanna be a let down If I showed it, you’d think I’m a weirdo Perverse and void A compulsive deviant Appetite surfaced again And I’ve been waiting on the fence to see what’s right Having nothing but a vice to hold me tight I feel like I’m a stranger when I decide But I saw it, and I can’t help but want it When her eyes tell me I’m perfect and so wanted I saw it, I can’t help but want it, with morbid eyes.
3.
Cold 02:31
just a little more time for my mind on my own i don't even care where i have to be i swear i'd even bail on my family just a little more time ignore the chime on my phone the blanket fell off now my shoulder's cold a hollow shell of who i was in the days of old i told a lie cause i want something to be a riddle of sorts memorize and repeat just a little more time and i'll be fine but i don't know when i'll follow through with those plans we made go out on one of our classic escapades just a little more time i don't feel bad this decision i own the fact is you're no longer priority this relationship is toxic and bad for me
4.
Void 03:40
If we keep it up then that’s all we’ll be I’ll always be that way, I’ll always seek a new way out When I see through I’m in a constant haze, I’ll wait here if you want me to If the worst of the world won’t take me Would you show me how To find a light beyond the sun To find a light beyond the sun, cause oh they won’t take me They won’t take me If we keep it up then that’s all we’ll be Too paranoid to fill the void I’ll always be that way Beyond the sun, always, ah, always If the worst of the world won’t take me Would you show me how? To find a light beyond the sun To find a light….. To find a light beyond the sun, cause oh they won’t take me Oh no they won’t take me
5.
Still 02:55
Hold you up to a light Your praise is all I would like When infatuation arrives, I can’t hide Your time is fine, I’ll sit so still I know you’re right, change feels surreal I see my pride cower to fear I want much more than being here A new way to view the same life A glimpse made me come alive When curious in a smile…. It means more than you know, to know I’ll still grow Love too young to know, but we’re never alone Love too young to know
6.
Expectations 04:44
great expectations let me down again blinded by selfish lust for everything i think i should lie down again desert plants evolve with time I had a basket that i kept my things inside I took it with me on a hundred mile ride into the desert this one time great expectations let me down again blinded by selfish lust for everything i think i should lie down again desert plants evolve with time I got a canteen but i think it's running dry vultures are circling the sky And when you think you really know the man He walks out leaves you high and dry again Hyper aware of this staged scene I'm in I break the 4th wall cause I can For a reason I can't find Stuck in the desert about to die great expectations let me down again blinded by selfish lust for everything i think i should lie down again desert plants evolve with time
7.
Waver 02:35
Then I got a phone call I always return Fell into the same woe With no excuse to burn Will one trip off the wire I walk be worth the cost? Will years it took to build us, measure what we’ve lost? But I laid awake with you today And wondered what my life is like alone Am I afraid, or subdued? With two paths what is right? I’m lost I’ve watched my morals rot And met my inner liar, the coward of my thoughts And I’m not going anywhere, as long as I stall If I don’t go anywhere, what’s true? One waits for better days While one wanders off, walking the other way
8.
Pretender 02:46
I know you, and I know that you’ll be somewhere Eyeing truth, that we would get here one year So for now, don’t call me to blame Don’t ask for your time I don’t wanna know where it has gone, I don’t wanna know where it… I see you and you’re the same as I remember A smile true to the art of the pretender, but I know you And I’ll miss walking for hours And watching you blow me kisses from the shower, ooo So for now, don’t call me to blame Don’t ask for your time I don’t wanna know where it has gone
9.
Storm 02:50
Nice little city disrupted by storm beautiful lightning her hand struck a chord rational thinking says to stay indoors but rain is exciting a compelling force I run to the storm climb up the mountain holding lightning rod remember the feeling forget what you're taught
10.
Melt 02:49
They say to me, you’ll get off the ground, I want it, but wanted.. To say to you, I can’t be around But when you speak, I’m drawn in So I took the hard path today And dissolved all my pride Cause’ you melt me We say it’s true, how could it not be In our hands, we’re holding A part of you and part of me But loose grips will take us Off and on, we opt to wean though Off and on feels awful close to dying Off we are but able tonight Why off and on when I know that we’re so deserving Are we ever on our way? I lost a part of myself today If your opinion changed would you still love me anyway? Are we ever on our way? Still I took the hard path today And dissolved all the pride I had For a chance of all I thought we’d be And after still ask why Cause’ you melt me

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released June 8, 2017

recorded at Hurley Studio, Costa Mesa, CA by Davey Warsop. Mixed by Scott Goodrich at Nutone Studio. Pittsburgh, CA. Produced by Decent Criminal. Mastered by Rogue Planet Mastering

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